Or rather - don't.

Honestly, is there anything worse than actually crying during a spanking?

I mean on the part of the one who is being spanked. Usually the spanker loves it.

I have yet to cry during any adulthood spanking. Period.

I came dangerously close once. And only once. And I wonder sometimes if he had just gone on if I would have actually cried. I'm not sure if I would have.

I don't really know why I don't cry, even when they hurt badly. Anyone know what the deal is? Is it because I squirm so much? Because I can tolerate pain okay (because dammit they hurt, so I'm not sure about that). I don't know, but I'd love to know what you think.

Labels: emotions, spankings