Oh my goodness. I am currently in the middle of a chat session with D and I'm so wet right now I could scream. He always had a way.....

All I want is to see him, have him take my pants down and spank me until I'm begging him to stop. The problem is, I want more than that, and I cannot have it. It's another one of those "weird" situations.

This relationship I am in, the one NOT involving D, really needs to work itself out or I am going to be doing things I shouldn't.

Why does this thing control me?